All Things Reconsidered..

My life is no longer perfect.  My mother has passed away (hence the long break in writing) and I’m doing better now, but it’s still really fresh.  It seems that just yesterday we were fighting about bisexuality, and now it seems like it doesn’t mean anything.

Aside from that (I don’t want to get into it), I’m on practicum in the school.  I was so hoping to get out of the school, but here I am, sigh.  I don’t know what I was thinking when I decided to do admin, but I hate it, and it’s duller than a mute soap opera.  I’ve been photocopying a lot, and my stapling is quite impressive (apparently), but otherwise there isn’t much to do except will myself to not go on facebook.

Rich is back and has been back for a month now, and I’m so relieved that he’s here.  Even the few nights he spends on base, I’m lonely and feel like breaking down, so it’s a lot better when he’s here.  We’ve only got three months left in this hell-hole, and then we’re off and figuring out our new life, and what goes into it.  I’m going to take a year off from school and just work and sort out Mom’s things and such, then I think I may go back in the fall to *finally* start working towards my educational goals.

It turns out that the chick across the street from us is really really ridiculously hot.  I can’t even begin to explain it, but she even out-does gym girl.  Hopefully one day I can put up a creepy stalker-photo, but for now it seems I’ll have to look on in silence. Sigh.