In the perfect reverse order of all things good, getting off the pill has been giving me really extensive foot cramps. The hornier I get, the worse the foot cramps are, and the quicker my mood is (ignore the pun) shot through the foot. I’m sure that by the time Rich gets here I’ll be fine again, and I won’t have to tiptoe around or massage my feet every 10 mins, but it’s still pretty depressing. It’s even more depressing because I’ve been really really turned on lately, like all the pent up horniness is letting itself out after all these months of declining libido. I hope it keeps going this way.
In other news, the extensions look really great, and today I’m wearing black/blonde coons, pink/blonde coons, and a set of hot pink solid streaks. I really like them, and I’m starting to feel like me again. I’ve always liked kind of odd things (come on, I had electric-green hair at one point, along with purple, red, and blue). I like that I can clip these out and switch them up though, as knowing me, I get bored really fast. I had to laugh when Rich saw how quickly my interests change. I was addicted to this online horse game (Hey! it was fun!!) and would play every day for whatever amount of time. One day I just gave it up out of the blue, and he was shocked! I got bored. Same with applications on facebook and such. I think this is why differently coloured hair suits me. I can change it on a whim, and it stands out.
I’m kind of annoyed about how dull class has become. Yesterday I found myself playing with index cards in a tiny filebox to “imitate real-world filing”. Right. Either way, I now have $148 to pay off again in textbooks, and I’m wondering how this school decided to conveniently forget $900 in book fees in both my admission letter and my student loan…in addition to the $900 I already knew about. Sigh.
The next 11 days had better go by really fast, because I’m running out of boredom-staving techniques and I’m getting impatient (even though I get bored, impatience is rare for me). I think this says something about how much Rich means to me. For me to get impatient, it takes something of extreme importance. I’ve waited for two and 2/3 months now, and frankly I want to go to Ontario and drag him back here, but it would probably take me 11 days to walk there anyways, seeing as I have limited funds and no transportation. Oh well, I guess I’ll just wait.
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